Friday, June 19, 2009

walls

They keep things out. They hide things within.

I think the worst part about them is that when you think you're ready to bring them down and let someone in, there you are. Exposed. Vulnerable. Not really knowing what to expect but hoping for something. Understanding. Acceptance. It's scary to see your walls fall and feel like they aren't giving you those things.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

team jacob!

I know, I know... I just can't help myself. All I gotta say is thank cod Taylor Lautner is playing Jacob again and that he lost the fake long hair...and his shirt. :P

Monday, June 1, 2009

Day 44: GRFS. The last day!

1100a - 2 over easy eggs, 1 piece of toast, pint of milk
1200p - one chocolate chip oatmeal cookie, 1/2 pint of milk
100p - a couple tim's jalapeno chips, 3 ritz crackers & cambozola cheese
430p - one maple sausage and a scoop of rice
500p - one fajita burrito, sprite
+ chicken, black beans, green peppers, onions, tomatoes, corn, sour cream, shredded cheese
700p - 12 oz. iced mocha
930p - 2 sausages, rice
1030P - 2 chocolate chip oatmeal cookies, pint of milk

WOD - 150 burpees for time [12:18]
100 burpees for time 9:?? something... compare to 5/7 [11:27]

I was only planning on doing 100 burpees, but since it was the last day for Get Right for Summer I decided to push myself and do 150. I beat my first time by about 2 min so I was happy. Burpees are still tough but I feel like I'm getting better.

So the big question is...did I reach my goals? (tighter abs, toned, victoria's secret angel bod...) Honestly, I feel like my arms had the most improvement which wasn't exactly my target area (abs)...until I really decided I wanted to get my pullups. So even if my belly isn't totally flat, I'm going to continue working on it. I feel like I have more energy most days and can definitely tell when I've had too much sugar or carbs. I also realized how crappy I felt when I didn't workout 2 or more days in a row. These 6 weeks have been a great motivator to continue with the summer and not to mention I got to make new friends and find inspiration (NW quals!) Thanks everybody for support when I needed it the most and helping me say no to sugar! Hope to see everyone at the gym even though our 6-weeks are over :D

P.S. I'm going to continue logging but on word press. I'll leave the random stuff to blogger :P