Do you know the muffin man?

Just a side note. I've been wanting to make blueberry muffins for awhile and finally have some time (and energy) to get to bakin. I asked my roomie if she like blueberry muffins and she replied, "Blueberry muffins are the only ones worth eating." A very wise statement if I do say so myself.

YUM!

I need more time.

What?! It's already almost the end of November?! This is crazy.

So much crap to do and I don't have a good excuse for not getting any of it done. I need to get motivated! Poop.

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There's a bunch I could say on the next subject, but I realize I've written my heart out already so I'll just let Leona do the work for me. Praying for your safety.


better in time.

If you didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly, I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok..


I need a couch.

money in the bank

So many things I want to do, but so little financial means! BUT I don't want to work more hours. If only Victoria's Secret would pay me what I actually earn what with dealing with large breasts all day that sometimes (sometimes, not all the time) make my 32B's feel inadequate. Ugh. "I'm proportionately sized" I keep reminding myself. I wouldn't mind being out of proportion in that area. Ha.

storms

I'm a jealous person.

I can admit it. Insecure. Due to things I've done or had done to me. Most of the time, I can't control it. Like there's an ugly green monster that appears out of nowhere. Next thing you know, I'm the Hulk. Ready and willing to tear you to shreds. It's a scary feeling. Being out of control. Racing heart. Clenched fists. Holding your breath.

I'm a jealous person, but I want to stop.

study. study. study.

I can't figure out what the crap happened to my livejournal. So here I am. Not studying.

[edit // 11:41]

Here I am again. Still not studying...

And it suddenly occured to me. Well, more like someone said it and got me thinking. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over again to get different results but not? So I guess it makes sense when you want to try something different. If the first time it didn't work out, why do it again? That would be...insane.

Even so, I can't help but wonder if just because it didn't work out one way with someone it indefinitely wouldn't work with someone else. I'm not sure if that previous statement made any sense but it did in my head and this is my blog...so there.

Sigh. Back to studying. Hopefully.